Im 31 and have nothing to do, nothing to look forward to, no friends, no family, no one wants to hire me, I don't have any money, I'm always miserable, I have no one to turn to. I don't belong anywhere, I'm miserable all of the time, Ino where to go to, I want to leave Connecticut , but I can't until I get services in NYC or wherever I end up. I don't see any light at the end of the tunnel. My doctors are lazy quacks who only see patients for 20 minutes a month. The only please that I have in my life comes from eating. Every time that I go to a party or social function to make friends, I always get rejected. I'm tired and there isn't anywhere that I can go for help and I have gone everywhere in this stupid state and have been rejected by everyone. I don't know how to connect with people, I don't know how to make friends. My family hates me.
I NEED HELP AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!